I wonder if he will be proud of me when he is older.
I wonder if im trying hard enough. If I will provide enough.
Will he grow up and do the same as myself, have a child at 20.
I wonder if he feels it when im sad, or when im scared.
I wonder if he will find out the struggles im facing… if the terror in my eyes frighten him.
There will always be doubts of overcoming life battles, but one thing will always remain true and in my heart, my reason for being, my life, my love, my son.
All I know is he is nothing short of perfection. The reason I know love.
I wonder if I can teach him how to love, teach him right from wrong, or anything at all.
Fears of failing the one you love is a terrible feeling.
I have been lost most of my life, but i am found because of you.
I love you Kaleb<3